Bitter pills. Poison pills. Self-doubt. Doubt about others. Concern about truth. Concern about one’s steadiness. Wondering about the right steps. Wondering about the next steps. Calculating risks. Calculating possible rewards. Reviewing decisions. Reliving decisions. Recalibration. Doubt. Burning doubt.
All together doubt is a hard thing to process and integrate into one’s daily life review. But it’s there. Lingering. Festering. Morphing. Regret a possibility. Lessons learned hardwired. If lucky. But doubt ever-present. Ever-changing. Everlasting.