There are many ghosts in my life. Not the television or movie ghosts. Sadly, many dear ones have passed. And, there are also regrets. Even though we tell ourselves we don’t want to live with regrets. We all have them. The worst part of realizing that there are those regrets is when there’s no coming back. The moment has come and gone, but will live on.
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do now that I have so many ghosts. It’s hard to be so haunted. It’s hard to look at a cabinet filled with ashes of loved ones. I’ve been searching for a trail to follow again. Because I know more ghosts are to come. Then I’ll become a ghost as well.
I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do
Haunted by the ghost of you–Lord Huron
Categories: Culture, death, family, Health, identity, mental health, Psychology, society
psychologistmimi 
I want so much to say something that will be of comfort and I know there is no comfort to be had. Please know that you are very loved and that many people are sending you support and love and prayers. I wish I could be there to give you a hug.
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Awww. Thank you so much. Your note, alone, is comforting
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Dare I suggest you are haunted by your husband? Perhaps he wants to comfort you.
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Agreed, Very much possible!
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I understand your pain. I lost my husband of almost 30 years (I was 16 when we married) quite a few years ago. It took a long time to recover from that loss, and I still have bouts of missing him terribly. But I learned to live my life without him in it…and to find happiness again. I wish the same for you. 💙
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Ashes…
Son, Mother, Father,
Beloved Cats too Decorated
Memories Around the Home
of mY SoUL True i Never
Think About the Ashes
At All Yet i Still Feel
The Souls of Love
Breathing Within
me to Give Happy
Valentine’s Day Dear
Miriam God Bless You mY FRiEnD..:)
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Thank you 🙏
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Sometimes those ghosts are reminders that we have lived our lives.
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Indeed!!!
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Loving your blog so far btw, granted I am of the spiritual persuasion. Many would think me crazy or given to flights of fancy.
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Thanks!
Flights of fancy are totally A Ok!
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Hahaha
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