I laugh with you

I laugh at you

and I feel sadness

I see everything

You see nothing

Yet I love you

I walk with you infrequently

I walk without you perpetually

And I feel sadness

I see the ashes that once were

I think of how you forced my hand

Yet I love you

I know you since you existed

I don’t know you since you are you

And I feel sadness

I look up into the sky to feel at one

You look down to feel a connection

Yet I love you

I want to scream

You whisper

And I feel sadness