What makes you nervous?
Just last week, a medical provider came into the exam room and grabbed my hands. He asked me whether I was nervous as I appeared to be. I looked at him and noted, I was not necessarily nervous about the actual biopsy. Instead, I was weary and fatigued from months of constant medical exams and grief. The first four months of this year have not been kind to me.
Interestingly, for me, I have made a number of presentations during this same time period, and I have been sharp and on point. No nerves. I have even been witty and charming.
Am I nervous amidst all my life changes? No. However, the world is rapidly changing around us. Who knows how things will change by this summer? I’m usually quite ok with gray and nuance, but there just has been a bit way too much of it lately.
Here’s to hoping for solid ground.
Categories: Fitness, Health, mental health, Psychology, society
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SMiLes Dear Miriam
i Used to Have
Nerves of Steel
Eventually Predictably
They Rusted And Broke
Now i Have Nerves of Willow
River i Simply Bend And Flow
As Obstacles Come and Go Yet
You See A Key is
River And Willow
Have No One Now
Willing WHeRE They Go
As True i Even Empty Myself
of me Letting Willow Sway River Flow
Nerves of Steel Might Force me to Write Lines
From One Side of Page to Other Equally Yet Only
Be
Cause
Someone
Else Directs
me WHere to Go
True THere is A me Beyond
me to Set Free as Yes That is all that is…
Sum Of All Rivers and Willows Come to Be…
That Might Be A Bit Deep Hehe Yet What Will
Oceans
Say
When
Oceans Sing
Waves Winds
Oceans Falling From Above Dancing
Below RiSinG NewLY NoW in All Our
Blood Streams Living Trees CoLoRinG Free..:)
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