There are many bad feelings to experience in daily life. There are good ones to be sure. Afterall, I’m a sunny curmudgeon. However, there are those bad feelings that erode at your soul. So much so that you feel you need a tetanus shot for your emotional skeleton.
One of the worst things to experience is being eaten up inside. That toxic liquids are coursing through your veins. You’re rusted inside out. Part of that comes when you know things that you shouldn’t. Things that secrets that were not necessarily shared with you. Yet, you have to make the right decision to keep it bottled in and see how things play out. You start thinking of confessing. But you shouldn’t have to. You try to egg on openess and ventilation. You try to allow for catharsis but you realize you may need it more than the others.
Secrets always want to be spilled out. They find a crack to ooze through. And, then there are always repercussions. You want to admit to knowing. But you only lose in the end.