The hand I dealt myself
I did it I tempted fate I caught the light I fed the beast I grabbed the baton I touched the wall I danced the dance And, got the hand I dealt myself
Now I know
I get the pain I get the uncertainty I get the breathing The lightbulbs have been turned on I get the hunger I get the emptiness I get the vacant eyes The lightbulbs have been turned on
Now, she was no longer dangerous
The thing is, she’s dangerous. That’s what she had been told. Laughable, really. Sitting on the bathroom floor popping a xanax didn’t make her feel dangerous. Yet, there was that boom, boom, boom beat to her heart. It pounded and drove her dangerously to the edge of reality […]
Silent scream
I want to scream. You want to scream. Your neighbor wants to scream. Your grocery clerk wants to scream. Your friends want to scream. Your kids want to scream. We all want to scream. But we can’t always scream. There are times when we can silently scream
I need to dream again
I’ve been having extremely vivid dreams. Lucid dreams. Dreams from which I wake up shaken and a bit discombobulated. What did it mean? What am I trying to say to myself? Yes, these dreams mean something. Yet, I am lost as to what it means. But at least […]
Chelsea handler and 50 cent
The world is my television. The city streets of New York provide tons of fantastic viewing opportunities. Walk down any street and you are bound to catch some type of surprise. Part of my viewing pleasure entails looking at couples and trying to figure out their dynamic. Everything […]
Empathy and dignity chips missing from a few people
Empathy is everything. You can’t be human without it. Well, you can. But most certainly not a good human. Most know and understand that. Many strive for it. A few actively avoid it like the plague. It’s as if they turned off the empathy chip in their brain. […]
Wool to my silk
Wool to my silk Water to my salt Beats to my lyrics Oil to my sugar Abstract to my logic Lunacy to my mirth Genuine to my wall Focused to my present Disjointed to my fears Fourth to my fourth
When instead of shiny happy people you have boorish,evil idiots
I’m a sunny curmudgeon. A good blend of being a New Yorker who lived in California for ten years. I like things done in a New York minute but I also have patience. I try to be kind to and have empathy for all. Well, for as many […]
The patience of being a waity katie
Kate Middleton finally got her prince- Prince William. But she sure waited a long time. At least seemingly long per the media, family and friends. Well, actually a decade of dating can be long. Supposedly, when they got back together after their second breakup, they made a secret […]
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