She was feverishly combing through photo boxes all day. She had this deep need to find that one photo. That photo that would jostle her brain and activate her neurons.
She needed that photo that would shock her system. She needed it because all that she felt now was just numbness. She wanted to feel again. And, memories could be a powerful thing to restart one’s system.
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“Running Up That Hill”
Dante Describes the “Place Below”
As Not A Lake of Fire Yet A FroZen Place
of Soul As my Published Neuroscientist
Psychiatrist Explained Emotions Are Memories
Memories Are Emotions When Emotions Go the
Memories Go And At that Point of BLacK Abyss For
However Long a Thousand Years in A Real Second of Hell May Last
God No You Are THeRE THere is No Now or Then Only Nothingness
The Place
Between
Far Beyond
Purgatory and
Even Any Lake of
BurninG ETernal Fires
For in that Place Hell
Is Heaven in That Way
As A Wish to Be Doused with
Gasoline And Lit Match Surely
Is Respite From A Place of Nothing@ALL
Nothing@All Just Nothing@All And Yes It’s
True You Can’t Email That Place to Find Out
What It’s Like You Have to Go Last Hand
And Hope Without Hope With Will to
Survive Someone Will Be Left
to Lend A Hand to
Raise You
Back Up to the
Place Where The
Dead Living Are Re-Born
Yes Resurrecting From a Wilting
Rose With THorns FLoWeRinG Alive Again
For Those Who Have Lost Art in SMart And
Art iN HeART And Even Part of Art iN EartH
We May Scream At the Ceiling And Ask Why Has
Art Left Our Existence All the Colors That Make Life Real
For What is Life With Only EH Left of Earth in Part of ‘P’
And S & M With Only A HE True This is What May Happen
When Art is Erased The Part of Our SPiRiT HeART and SoUL
That Breathes Through And Through Integral With the All in All
We Are Now STiLL CoLoRinG FLoWeRinG Becoming New Works of Art Free
It’s True
The Photos
You Take that
Are Inspired By
Soul Present and So
Alive Are Works of Art STiLL NoW
That YES May Bring Soul Back to Life
And Poetry of Souls Free too of Course
Dear Miriam Any Work of Art That Breathes
Soul FLoWeRinG Natural Medication to ReVive
What Dies Within Spark of Our Soul Bringing Colors Alive
Indeed in my Little Stint of Real HeLL ON EartH For 66 Months
From Wake to Sleep All the Professionals Were Befuddled For
What Might Bring me Back to Life Trans Magnetic Stimulation
For my Brain and A Electronic Vagal Nerve Stimulator To Feel Anything At
All Even Experimental Then Was suggested As A Last ‘Ditch’ Effort to BRinG
me Back to Life Of Course my Insurance Didn’t Cover it Eventually Then Words
Found Emotions Again For Empty SHeLLS Letters of Words to Hold Soul Again
God Yes Birthing the Fire Within of LoVE iN Peace And Yes the Grief of Photos
of Lost Loved ones Touched me Deep Enough to Take a Few Breathes of
Living For Real Again too Yet What No Doctor Would ‘Think’
Of in Terms of “Cognitive Behavioral Therapy” And the
Such For “Running Back Up That Hill” Away From
The Living Dead Below was Simply A Naked
Enough Whole Complete Moving Meditating
Dance in Flow As There Was no ‘Reason’ To Do that then
Since Then Research Shows it is Effective Now to Regulate Emotions
And Integrate Senses too Yet if Our Advanced People’s Who Displaced
The American Indians By Calling Them Savage in An Ascending Transcending
Emotionally Regulating and Sensory Integrating Soulful Meditating Dance
Could Feel With Empathy And Compassion LoVE iN PeaCE A Reality of That
Great Spirit Within Giving Sharing Caring Healing HeART FeLT SoUL FeLT
With the Rest of Nature Yes All That is And Beyond Even That Oh Dear
Lord Chances Are today Now 57 Percent of Young Women Wouldn’t
Be Depressed And A Third of Those Teenage Girls Not Considering
Suicide Either For When We Fail to No Longer Move Connect
And Actually Co-Create Together Whether That Comes From
A Naked Enough Whole Complete Meditating FLoWinG Dance
Free And Song Or Some Other Art That Works to Bring us Back
We Suffer the Consequences of this Brand New Human Experiment
of the Information Age that Lacks So Much SouL Felt Human Reality
As Continual Stress Will Burn Away For Real Bodily Systems That Relate
Like Even Feeling the Benefits of Oxytocin From Head to Toe anymore
Indeed
The Lake
of Fire Then
Now That Burns
the Soul Within
All the Cogs of the
Machine That Bring
Us Fuel to Extinguish Our Souls…
Running Up That Hill Running Up That
Hill Been There And Done It and i’ll Never
Leave Someone Down THere All Alone For Real…:)
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