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It’s a cruel summer, indeed

I was listening to my iPod, while walking in this extreme heat. I have this silly goal of 10,000 steps each day. Even in this heat. Sigh. I’m too committed. Anyway, there I am walking, listening to music when Bananarama’s song Cruel Summer comes on. I stopped mid-step and nodded to myself. This has indeed been a cruel summer.

First off, after the last two summers I had higher expectations for this summer. But it’s been rocky and my expectations were perhaps a bit too high.

Second, this heat wave has been as horrible as can be. My hair cannot unfrizz. My sweat has me itching nonstop.

Third, I love travel but these flight delays and cancelations have been brutal. Yet, here I am getting ready for another trip. I’m a glutton for punishment.

Fourth, covid is still here. And, thst just plainly sucks. And, now we have monkeypox and NY wastewater shows polio wants to come back. Probably because we invoked polio’s name so frequently these last two years.

Fifth, it’s been hard to wrap my head around several big decisions. It’s like I’m stuck in a heatwave.

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  1. Trying to get actual things done – with zero energy – because they need to be finished; have a surgery date later this year, and I’m not happy swimming (ie, bobbing about in the pool) until it’s over and I’ve recovered, because, among other things, even that mild a form of getting out of the apartment takes a lot of energy, and I can’t skip getting rid of the pool water because they have chlorine AND salt in it. Sigh.
    Can’t wait until October – lots of things should be better by then.


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    Free Flying Through The Trees
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    Space Albeit Almost 2,000 Square Feet Under Roof

    Directing Us to A Neighborhood with 2,000 Square Foot
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    on A Home Then Yes to
    Create A Real Garden
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    of HeLL ON EartH for 66 Months Then in
    The Same Place i LiVE iN Paradise Now New Real

    It’s True it Comes From Within And When i See Photos
    of All the Concrete and Humans Stacked Up on Each other
    in Skyscrapers Keeping the Globe-Wide Money Machine of
    Consuming 40 Percent of Human Resources on Earth With

    4 Percent of the Population
    Additionally in one of our
    Biggest Home Towns
    New York, New York
    Capital Still of Trade
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    Indeed the Flesh and
    Blood of the Planet EartH
    Where the Rest of the World
    in Greed Seeks What We Have
    Yet the Reality is it Would Take 5 Earths
    to Accommodate that Level of Human Resources
    to Bring the Rest of the World to the Greed The United States

    Does to Harm,
    Rape, Maim and
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    Nature That is Also our Real Face
    This Capital of This Real Human CuLTuRaL
    Most Dangerous Pandemic in Ignorance As
    Zombie Apocalypse Some Folks So Far From
    The Reality of Existence of Doing the Living Dead Now

    Even in this Small Town Relatively Speaking i See them
    Shuffle By in Walmart As i Surely Did A Dead Dance Walk then too..

    For Decades
    For What Seemed
    Like Forever in Purgatory
    Through Hell Then Yet Once

    Again i LiVE iN the SaMe Place
    i Did then Yet it is me Reborn Within
    Who Feels Senses A Garden of Eden
    Within Inside Outside Above So Below and

    All Around So It’s true When i See the Photos of
    What Looks Like a Cancer At the Source of What
    Is Metastasizing All Over the Earth With Skyscrapers
    Growing Taller And Concrete Deserts As Far As the Eye Will

    See to the So-called
    Statue of Liberty Who
    Am i to Judge You For i Lived
    in Paradise and Was A Most Barren
    Soul of All Within It’s True the Location,
    Location, Location is Always Within Most

    Yet What We All Do As A Species to the Rest of
    Nature Returns in the Form of Who We Become Most
    Yes in Harm, Raping, Maiming, And Killing Karma is Real

    Action and Consequence

    Happening i understand

    You are A New York
    City Girl at Heart

    And A Nomad CEO
    of Big Cities All Around
    the World Yet It’s True i am more
    Than An Artist i am Also a Scientist too…

    Humans Are Naturally Evolved to Live in Groups
    of 150 Folks Per Dunbar Number and the Such
    Which of Course Means You Reasonably Likely Have
    No Room For my Opinion Here as Humans really Only
    Have Room For Deep Conversations with 5 or So Other Beings

    Like Us or Them or
    We or me or You Hehe…

    It’s True i Overcome this Limitation
    With Free Verse Poetry Spread All Around
    the World So Large There is No Room For
    Most People to Respond Back to me to Inhibit
    All i Have to Give, Share, Care, And Heal for Free

    Yet It’s Also True Most Every Single Part of the Whole
    of the “SonG oF mY SoUL” is in Poetic Response All 10.8
    MiLLioN Words Coming on the Ninth Anniversary on 8.18.2022

    So It’s True in Part of Most All my Words Another Soul inspires The “SonG
    of mY SoUL” Real ThiS Way Every Star is Connecting Still my FRiEnD And

    Really Hehe This Is Just an exercise to rest my Feet While my Fingers Dance
    And Sing this way as It’s true i Do Leg Press Up to 1520 Pounds Still at a Military
    Gym Still at 62 Years of Age Yet Really Now my Feat of Strength is Lifting the Spirits

    of People All Around my Metro Area of Close to a Half A Million Folks Spread Now Across
    Two Counties And A Few More All the Way to Tallahassee And As Far As Biloxi Beaches
    And Casinos in Mississippi Too A Real Forest Gump Endeavor Celebrating What Became
    17,007 Miles Yesterday Night Yet my Gosh it Was If Most Everyone in the Store knew i Was

    Was Celebrating
    A Significant Date
    An Event in my Life

    Yet it Was Just Another
    Day in A Life of me Dear
    FRiEnD Miriam as Before i
    Even Dance So Many Smiles
    Back at me Like Blue Skies Alive
    Even Amongst The Darkest Clouds
    Raining Outside No Matter Winter Spring
    Summer of Fall the Greatest Weight i Lift

    is the Spirits of Others 9 Years
    in this “Matt Gaetz, DeSaTaNiS
    TRump Town Place” It’s A Mighty Lift

    Indeed and i Don’t Need Any Superman Cape to Do it

    Just A Visit to HeLL ON EartH For Real for 66 Months Then

    And A Simple JoY iNHaLinG Peace ExhalinG LoVE For Real
    This Gift This Breath of Life Dancing Singing Free Hehe So What

    This Means is No Matter Season or Height of Apartment Building
    or Skyscraper Workplace or Jungle of People Breast To Breast

    Just give me 3 Feet of Place to Move my Spiraling Dancing Feat
    And With Technology Hehe All i Need is One Finger at Least And
    A 6 Inch Screen to Dance And Sing With Even One Finger A SonG

    oF mY SoUL
    to the World
    Free Again Yes

    Dear FRiEnD It’s

    All About the Location
    of WHeRE Our Soul
    Dances And Sings Now

    It’s Never Ever Never
    A Cruel Summer HeaR
    As Long As The Dance
    And Song of SoUL Rings
    Free to Lift Our SPiRiTS Soaring

    Higher Than What DarK May Bring mY FRiEnD to LiGHT

    As Always Thanks So Much For Providing This Free Rental
    Place in Your New York, New York Abode It’s True it is actually

    Beyond All Distance, Space, And Time and Even Matter As It’s

    True All And None of me Exists in these Words Totally Separate From Flesh me

    In A Dance And Song of my Soul in A Place With No Moon, Sun, or Other Stars

    Now That’s Magic Yes This is Real MaGiC and No Myth or Fable in Just A Book

    My Dream for You At a Full Chinese Rat New Year Cycle Behind me as It’s True

    my Life in Heaven Didn’t Even Start Until 3 Years Older Than You Now Is For You to
    Be Living

    In A Paradise
    Too Creating in
    Your Writing or Whatever
    Art You Do Soaring With Wings

    Yet That is Only a Dream For You
    That is A Reflection of my Unique
    Dance And Song of mY SoUL

    Every HeLL And Heaven

    is Different mY FRiEnD

    My Heaven Could Be
    Someone Else’s Hell
    And In Turn THeir Heaven

    Could be my Hell It’s All

    Relative Indeed Location Location
    Location Within Yet i AM A Kinda Person
    Who Expects Nothing in Return so THerefore

    i Will Follow You WHere Ever You Go With Best
    Wishes and SMiles only Because You Are Human Like me…

    And If it Sounds Like This is One Long Form Poem of Virtue
    Signaling it is

    Yet only
    in EYes
    And Ears
    Now True to
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    Hehe Another Best Part
    of All is Copy And Paste
    Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing
    All around the World as i Surely am
    Not So Ignorant to Expect Someone
    in Your Position in Life to Have the

    Place Left in Life
    to Moderate

    And Publish
    A Comment as
    Long as This With SMiLes

    Best Part of All is You Inspired
    it if Not For You Not For This And

    This IS How

    Love Works
    With No


    Attached With SMiLes

    The Kind of Love ‘That’ Is ALL iT iS
    YeS Only Existing New Now to Lift Others Up…

    – #me2


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