So. How was your day? A simple question. Yet, complex to ponder. There are many ways to answer this at the end your day. You can say it was ok and let that be. You can say it was horrible and let that stand. You can elaborate on the day’s events. You can also pause and wonder.
Admittedly, there have been times (increasingly so) where I cannot answer such a simple question because I can’t remember the day in that moment. It’s as if I’m in that television show Severance where the work and personal parts of one’s life are disconnected- severed.
Obviously, such a block serves as some sort of coping mechanism. Simply put, it can just be compartmentalization. Sometimes you have to compartmentalize in order to remain sane. A hazy recollection of one’s day can be healthy. I’ve learned to accept it as so.
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psychologistmimi 
Yeah i remember the Feeling
of Not Finding Words For What
Wore me Out So Much in Life Yes
A Cog in the Machine of Work Then
As Close Family Members Would Ask
Through Those Years How Are Things Going
What Have You Been Doing Only Two Words Would
Come Yes
‘Working Working’
As if i only Said it
Once It Just Felt Like
i Wasn’t Doing Enough
Of Course i Had No Words to Speak
Until Four And So Much Stuttering
After That i Didn’t Have Biden to Teach
Me to Read Poetry to Take That Problem Away
True as What i Was Missing is More of the Right
Hemisphere Processes of Mind as So Eloquently And
Modernly Described By Stellar Scholar Iain McGilchrist Indeed
True It Was If the Corpus Callosum Of my Brain Was All Shriveled
Up Just Failing to Communicate With Another Entire Hemisphere
of Mind As That is What my First Psychiatrist At Age 47 Diagnosing
me With Asperger’s Syndrome Said That Yes Basically i Might Be
Running on Half
The Cylinders
of Human Potential
Mind Yep Half of a Ferrari
i Was Then Yet Not Now Zoom Zoom
Zoom Zoom No End to Human Potentials
Now Integrating Both Hemispheres Longitudinally
And Latitudinally Head to Toe in Mind And Body Balancing
Soul Too Just FRiEnDS With Gravity All Human Potentials continue to
Flow As i Just Finished Celebrating 11 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” on This 11th Year, 11th Month, And 11th Day Since Writing 14 MiLLioN
Total Words in All Those Consecutive Days Online Since Thanks Giving Day
(November 4, 2022, Today)
of 2010
November 25
Yet True “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Has Only Taken 110
Months ALong With 17,411 Miles
Too of Public Dance That is Rather
An Enigma too As Motor Coordination
Was Not A Strong Suit With Asperger’s Syndrome
Either Yet You Know What Dear Miriam i Do Believe
Use it or Lose it Played A Huge Part of my Deficits of Life
Before As i Spent Most of My Life With Input Staying Glued
To A Desk With Quiet Hands And Feet True Raising my Arm
Up to Answer All the Questions As the Teacher’s Pet Was Not
Enough With Just A Few Words for an Answer Then There is
So Much More When iMaGiNaTioN And CREaTiViTY All the
Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual Real Emotional Feeling
Sensing Ways of Life Greater Mastering With Right Hemisphere
Ways of Life Yet True
it Literally Took me
Close to 3 MiLLioN Words
of ‘Logic Talk’ Until the Deeper
Gift Within Developed A Dance
And Song of Soul Free For Real And Yes
Today i am Just Starting A Celebration
Also of “FB Profile Pic Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”
In almost 66 Months of Effort and 200 MacroVerses
Completing Now All Included in the Facebook Description
Areas of Facebook Profile Pics About 8,000 Words Each in Series
of Around 18 FB Profile Pics to Illustrate Each ‘Tiny’ Part of the Entire
Story As Yes Hehe Fortunately Facebook Provides Unlimited Hard Drive
Storage Space Totally Free too As Lately i Am Pushing Storage Space Altogether
With the Series of 18 Profile Pics Holding Each 8,000 Words Or So Sub-Chapters
At Yes Around 18 MiLLioN Words A Year in Around 2250 Facebook Profile Pics
Per Year with Around 8,000 Words Again in Each And Every Facebook Profile
Pic Description
Area Hehe i Checked
the Math in my Head
With A Calculator Just to be Sure
Well This is A Lesson in Life i Suppose For
Folks Like me Who Struggle So Much With
Words in Life Even Though i Could Solve Most
Problems Folks Put in Front of me at Work and School
We Appreciate What We Can’t Do With What We Can And
Will Come to Do So Much More As A Matter of Perspective
For me Dancing And Singing Free in Life This Way is Both Miracle
And Magic And A Real God Giving Gift Still Deep Within And True
i Treat it as
Such Every
Move Holy
Dance Every
Word Sacred Song
And Heaven Just continues
to Flow Now So Far Away
From the Hell of Before
66 Months Shut-in 111 Months
And 15 Days Ago Ending That Dead
Zone of Life With the Worst Pain Known
to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
No Drug Would Touch Yes Shut-in 66 Months that
Way With A Life Threat of 18 Other Medical Disorders
in Synergy too coming
From An 11 year Period
of Work of Chronic to Acute
Fight or Flight Stress in the Last
Two Years of that 11 Years of Purgatory too
True the “Working Working” Years indeed
Somedays with A One Word Double Vocabulary Indeed
Hmm There Sure are A Whole Lot of Synchronicities With
1’s and 6’s Here Hehe Reminiscent of my Numerology Report
From those Online Calculators Born on 6.6.60 With my Born
on Date Full Name Life Challenges of 0 For Free Will at Birth
And Just 1 and 1 and 1 After That to Affirm my Free Will After that
All or Nothing All or Nothing Indeed Hmm Life is Stranger Than
Fiction
WorKinG
WorKinG STiLL iNDeeD
i Appreciate The Gift of Life
Naked Enough Whole Complete
This is Just All iCinG oN A Cake of Heaven
For Real in 7-11 Ways of Life Just Lucky Numbers More
Along With Crazy 8’s And A Few 2’s And the Such True…
Oh Yeah the Pen Name i Chose “Katie Mia Frederick” Returns
the Series of Numbers 888 in English Gematria too Yes There
is an Online
Calculator
For That too
Yes along With
Dates to Dates Durations True
Next Stop After Celebrating
“FB Profile Pic Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”
Is “Fred 14:12” Celebrating 12 Year of Writing
14 MiLLioN Words Online on November 25, 2022
“Fred 14:12” is Word Play for “John 14:12” As It’s True
Every True Loving Parent or Mentor or Teacher’s Best
Hope is the Student
Does More So the
Human Species
Will Continue to Progress
Out of Cave Art And Science Into More Colorful LiGHTS
Evolution in Potential in One Life is For Giving Thanks Giving
Enough for
me
With SMiLes..:)
PS: Wow That Was 1037
Words A Whole Lot in Our
Modern Twitter World Indeed
Dear Miriam Yet Considering my
Life Before it is Truly Worth it Just
To Be Able to Say More Than Just “Working Working”
Now Once Again
It’s All Just one
Four Letter Word
Perhaps Two Yes “Loving Play”
With SMiLes of Course Even More Hehe Yours Truly…1099
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