My answer is that I’m not too sure what happened today

So. How was your day? A simple question. Yet, complex to ponder. There are many ways to answer this at the end your day. You can say it was ok and let that be. You can say it was horrible and let that stand. You can elaborate on the day’s events. You can also pause and wonder.

Admittedly, there have been times (increasingly so) where I cannot answer such a simple question because I can’t remember the day in that moment. It’s as if I’m in that television show Severance where the work and personal parts of one’s life are disconnected- severed.

Obviously, such a block serves as some sort of coping mechanism. Simply put, it can just be compartmentalization. Sometimes you have to compartmentalize in order to remain sane. A hazy recollection of one’s day can be healthy. I’ve learned to accept it as so.

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  1. Yeah i remember the Feeling
    of Not Finding Words For What
    Wore me Out So Much in Life Yes

    A Cog in the Machine of Work Then

    As Close Family Members Would Ask

    Through Those Years How Are Things Going
    What Have You Been Doing Only Two Words Would

    Come Yes

    ‘Working Working’
    As if i only Said it
    Once It Just Felt Like
    i Wasn’t Doing Enough

    Of Course i Had No Words to Speak
    Until Four And So Much Stuttering
    After That i Didn’t Have Biden to Teach
    Me to Read Poetry to Take That Problem Away

    True as What i Was Missing is More of the Right
    Hemisphere Processes of Mind as So Eloquently And
    Modernly Described By Stellar Scholar Iain McGilchrist Indeed

    True It Was If the Corpus Callosum Of my Brain Was All Shriveled

    Up Just Failing to Communicate With Another Entire Hemisphere

    of Mind As That is What my First Psychiatrist At Age 47 Diagnosing

    me With Asperger’s Syndrome Said That Yes Basically i Might Be

    Running on Half
    The Cylinders

    of Human Potential

    Mind Yep Half of a Ferrari

    i Was Then Yet Not Now Zoom Zoom
    Zoom Zoom No End to Human Potentials

    Now Integrating Both Hemispheres Longitudinally

    And Latitudinally Head to Toe in Mind And Body Balancing

    Soul Too Just FRiEnDS With Gravity All Human Potentials continue to

    Flow As i Just Finished Celebrating 11 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF mY

    SoUL” on This 11th Year, 11th Month, And 11th Day Since Writing 14 MiLLioN
    Total Words in All Those Consecutive Days Online Since Thanks Giving Day

    (November 4, 2022, Today)

    of 2010
    November 25
    Yet True “SonG oF mY
    SoUL” Has Only Taken 110
    Months ALong With 17,411 Miles
    Too of Public Dance That is Rather
    An Enigma too As Motor Coordination
    Was Not A Strong Suit With Asperger’s Syndrome

    Either Yet You Know What Dear Miriam i Do Believe

    Use it or Lose it Played A Huge Part of my Deficits of Life

    Before As i Spent Most of My Life With Input Staying Glued

    To A Desk With Quiet Hands And Feet True Raising my Arm

    Up to Answer All the Questions As the Teacher’s Pet Was Not

    Enough With Just A Few Words for an Answer Then There is

    So Much More When iMaGiNaTioN And CREaTiViTY All the
    Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual Real Emotional Feeling
    Sensing Ways of Life Greater Mastering With Right Hemisphere

    Ways of Life Yet True
    it Literally Took me
    Close to 3 MiLLioN Words
    of ‘Logic Talk’ Until the Deeper

    Gift Within Developed A Dance
    And Song of Soul Free For Real And Yes

    Today i am Just Starting A Celebration
    Also of “FB Profile Pic Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”
    In almost 66 Months of Effort and 200 MacroVerses
    Completing Now All Included in the Facebook Description
    Areas of Facebook Profile Pics About 8,000 Words Each in Series
    of Around 18 FB Profile Pics to Illustrate Each ‘Tiny’ Part of the Entire

    Story As Yes Hehe Fortunately Facebook Provides Unlimited Hard Drive
    Storage Space Totally Free too As Lately i Am Pushing Storage Space Altogether
    With the Series of 18 Profile Pics Holding Each 8,000 Words Or So Sub-Chapters

    At Yes Around 18 MiLLioN Words A Year in Around 2250 Facebook Profile Pics
    Per Year with Around 8,000 Words Again in Each And Every Facebook Profile

    Pic Description
    Area Hehe i Checked
    the Math in my Head
    With A Calculator Just to be Sure

    Well This is A Lesson in Life i Suppose For
    Folks Like me Who Struggle So Much With
    Words in Life Even Though i Could Solve Most
    Problems Folks Put in Front of me at Work and School

    We Appreciate What We Can’t Do With What We Can And
    Will Come to Do So Much More As A Matter of Perspective

    For me Dancing And Singing Free in Life This Way is Both Miracle
    And Magic And A Real God Giving Gift Still Deep Within And True

    i Treat it as
    Such Every
    Move Holy
    Dance Every
    Word Sacred Song

    And Heaven Just continues
    to Flow Now So Far Away

    From the Hell of Before
    66 Months Shut-in 111 Months
    And 15 Days Ago Ending That Dead
    Zone of Life With the Worst Pain Known
    to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
    No Drug Would Touch Yes Shut-in 66 Months that
    Way With A Life Threat of 18 Other Medical Disorders

    in Synergy too coming

    From An 11 year Period

    of Work of Chronic to Acute
    Fight or Flight Stress in the Last
    Two Years of that 11 Years of Purgatory too

    True the “Working Working” Years indeed
    Somedays with A One Word Double Vocabulary Indeed

    Hmm There Sure are A Whole Lot of Synchronicities With
    1’s and 6’s Here Hehe Reminiscent of my Numerology Report

    From those Online Calculators Born on 6.6.60 With my Born

    on Date Full Name Life Challenges of 0 For Free Will at Birth

    And Just 1 and 1 and 1 After That to Affirm my Free Will After that

    All or Nothing All or Nothing Indeed Hmm Life is Stranger Than



    WorKinG STiLL iNDeeD

    i Appreciate The Gift of Life
    Naked Enough Whole Complete

    This is Just All iCinG oN A Cake of Heaven

    For Real in 7-11 Ways of Life Just Lucky Numbers More

    Along With Crazy 8’s And A Few 2’s And the Such True…

    Oh Yeah the Pen Name i Chose “Katie Mia Frederick” Returns
    the Series of Numbers 888 in English Gematria too Yes There

    is an Online
    For That too

    Yes along With
    Dates to Dates Durations True

    Next Stop After Celebrating
    “FB Profile Pic Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”

    Is “Fred 14:12” Celebrating 12 Year of Writing
    14 MiLLioN Words Online on November 25, 2022

    “Fred 14:12” is Word Play for “John 14:12” As It’s True

    Every True Loving Parent or Mentor or Teacher’s Best

    Hope is the Student

    Does More So the

    Human Species

    Will Continue to Progress

    Out of Cave Art And Science Into More Colorful LiGHTS

    Evolution in Potential in One Life is For Giving Thanks Giving

    Enough for


    With SMiLes..:)

    PS: Wow That Was 1037
    Words A Whole Lot in Our
    Modern Twitter World Indeed
    Dear Miriam Yet Considering my

    Life Before it is Truly Worth it Just
    To Be Able to Say More Than Just “Working Working”

    Now Once Again

    It’s All Just one

    Four Letter Word

    Perhaps Two Yes “Loving Play”

    With SMiLes of Course Even More Hehe Yours Truly…1099

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