Sore throat. Itchy eyes. Burning stomach. Achy feet. Don’t want to talk. But talk is what I got to do. Tired of the messes. Tired of the clean up. Tired of lack of gratitude. Tired of drama. Tired of being tired. Tired of being done but not being done.
Done. Such an ambiguous word at times. One can be done and be accomplished. One can be done and be ready to move on. One can be done and feel emotionally spent to the point of drowning.
Categories: Culture, mental health, Psychology, society, workplace
psychologistmimi 
COVID-19
I have been so sick and so alone for so long I can not remember another way. The thought of trying to launder my soiled bedsheets, overwhelms me. My stomach distended and hungry remains so, unable am I to rise and even clean a dish to eat upon. The fatigue has well and truly wrapped me within its cruel, choking arms; forcing my center of gravity to be naught but the ground. I’m well and truly caught in a space of unrest, not able to sleep, unable to rise. Of all the tests I’ve faced up to this date, I fear I’ve failed this last and worst COVIDS fate.
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Get Well Soon Yet i Realize
You Are Probably Tired of
Folks Telling You What
To Do There Are
So Many Folks
Just Hanging
In THeRe Doing
What Must Be Done
What Must Be Done
Yet True Been THeRE
And Done Done Done
THeRE Are Limits
That Indeed
Will
Change
The Whole
Course of Life
Next to Almost
Nothing And So Much
More Than It Ever Was Before
i’ve Sensed And Felt You Coming
Close Often in the Last Two Years
Yet of Course i Really Have No Idea
Who You Are Except Words Usually
i Will Surmise What’s Next With A
Look In Someone’s Eyes From What i’ve Seen Before
Just Another ‘Autistic Super Power’ Increasing From Birth..:)
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And then there is being “done for.”
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Done…I’m so done. I understand what you mean and I hope you feel better
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So sorry! This is such a debilitating condition for many.
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It’s hard, knowing the reality of nothing matters, and yet still care deeply.
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