Lately, every day has been a search for insight. Let me tell you, such a daily search is quite tiresome and, at times, completely ennervating. It’s as if my flesh and bones, my body mass, is being depleted of what makes one whole. Searching for the light can lead one astray. Searching for the light can lead one down into a bogged-down mirage when all wants is an oasis.
My search for insight has been driven by some unexpected drastic life changes. One could even call them catastrophic. But at this point, I don’t know if I really understand what is considered insight. Insight into what? There’s no magic formula for life. There is no shortcut to the right path. Or a right path. But maybe there is a cliff notes version? Ir a Dora the Explorer map?
There also may not be any more insight to be had. Sometimes things are just what they are.
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psychologistmimi 
It is what it is. Not what we want it to be and for the most part, wanting won’t change it.
I have given up on the search for enlightenment and will settle for a sustainable comfortable fantasy.
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Dear Lord Dear Miriam i Surely Will Relate to Much of my
Work Life Being A Draining Experience of Spirit to the Point
With my Face Numb in Purgatory on Earth Yes Before i Even
Got Close to All Pain and Numb For 66 Months Yet It is True
Phrases Like Heaven Within are Only Empty Shells Until
One Finds a Practice of Existence That Works For Samadhi,
Satori, Prana, Kundalini RiSinG Yoga All the Terms That Relate
To Life As A Flow of Energy in Synergy of Emotions Regulating
Senses Integrating in A Real Head to Toe Bio-Feedback So Healing
When a Meditative Activity Allows One A Relative Free Will to Release
All Tensions and in my Case at Least A Body Both Keeps A Record Of Life
Traumas And Also Provides Feedback to Yes Erase Any New Tensions That
Come into Slow Down Play That Naturally
Slays Fear Yet We LiVE iN A Word THiNKinG
World That May Trap Our Intuitions From RiSinG
To Heal Us As Our Body ‘Speaks’ to Us ThiS Way Without
Words of Course Getting in Touch With All the Parts That
We Might Refer to As A Harmonious Integral Whole Yet HeaR’s
A Challenging Part A Decade of Practicing a Meditative Free FLoW iN Wu
Wei Ease of Public Dancing 18,638 Miles in 119 Months ALonG Ascending Transcending Free Song of Long Form Poetry Measuring 11.9 MiLLioN Words
in that Span of Dates Yet my Proficiency in Achieving Vitality in Life Over the
The Other Potentials of Getting Drained Away out of Balance Continues to
Evolve Counter-Factually to What Most Folks Might Consider Aging
at 63 Years-Old Indeed It’s Difficult to Measure The Best Part Within
Yet the Productivity including Strength Increases in Leg Pressing
1540 Pounds 12 Reps Just Warming Up Now Versus 500 Pounds
at age 53 and 21 Pretty Much Proves It Ain’t all in my Head
Hehe Yes as the Fictional Yoda Character And Thousands of
Years Old East Indian Philosophy and Quantum Mechanics
Relates as Well We Are Not Just This Crude Matter
We Are Beings oF LiGHT With Darkness the
Expanse of What Holds The Stars Above
Below Within of US Where Perhaps
MuLTi-Uni-Verses LiVE iN the Star
Systems in the Place of What We Describe
Our Thumbnails Indeed all i’m Really Suggesting
is More Is Possible Than i Ever iMaGiNeD Before and
It’s No Thing i Plan in Advance As the Steve Miller Band
Relates ‘Time Keeps Slipping into the Future’ And The Future
is Only
Forever
Now For
Now At Least
As Change is the
Only Real Reality
TG as i’d Hate to Be Stuck in ‘Second Gear’
There is A Kind of Faith An Intuition Always New And Secure
Far Beyond Words That Rises Within to Bring Dreams SiLent to Fruition..:)
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Don’t make decisions in haste that are irreversible – most things can wait until you have time to think them through.
Sounds overwhelming.
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Wonderful photo depicting outdoor lighting. Looks like there was some smoke in the air. 😀
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Definitely canadian smokey days. Eek
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