I’m boatding a flight right now, feeling complete anxiety. I hate flying. Really hate it. Live traveling. I pray everyday for teleportation. But the flying is not part of my anxiety.
Today, the word is inconclusive. When you have been sick for a few months and lab results come back as inconclusive and you are told your biopsied cells are being sent for molecular testing, anxiety can be overwhelming.
And, when the provider tells you they wish to see you in person, your heart rate jumps. It accelerates.
Inconclusive. Leaves too much doubt. Leaves too much to the imagination. I just want to know. And, work from there. I put lists together. I put action plans together. I don’t do waiting for an answer very well.
Breathe in and breathe out.
Breathe in and breathe out.
Categories: Health, identity, mental health, Psychology
psychologistmimi 
You might consider imagining each possible test result. Then picture how you will respond and what you will need to do for each. You can conclusively say that it will be one of these and I am prepared for each possibility. Instead of being in helpless anxiety you will have experienced each possibility in advance and visualized your way through. Nothing will be a surprise.
It is a Stoic technique and may not work for everyone. I wish you the best.
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Hope it’s not one of the lifetime ones – no reason it should be, of course.
You don’t need horror stories.
But if it’s anything, there are support groups for almost everything, and you get a lot of questions answered in them. Saved my sanity, probably my life, too. Join one, try several out, don’t be afraid to ask for support – and to give it. You don’t have to stay, but the good ones are 24/7. SOMEONE is up in the middle of the night when you can’t sleep.
Hope you find out soon, whatever it is. Knowing is always better. Gentle hugs.
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My Wife is A Very Kind an Empathic Human Being
Dear Miriam High School is Far as She Went Yet
She Continues to Travel
in the World of Soul
i Mentioned Your
Issues to Her as You
Are Close to Her Younger
Age than me and Yes You Are Younger
Than Her According to Your Chinese New
Year of Rat Like me A Cycle Removed Anyway
She Has No Idea Really Who You Are Other
Than the Psychologist Lady From New York
Whose Eclectic Creativity i Find So Inspiring
To add Some Words to Come Around Each
Day and in a Very Heart Felt Way She
Said We Must Say A Prayer
For the Lady From
New York Today
As She’s Had Some
Middle of the Ages Issues
That No Doctor Has Been Able to
Grasp As It Took Her Years to Get
Appropriately Diagnosed With Epilepsy Too
As She Looks Like She Hasn’t Had a Health
Problem Any Day of Her Life Sad Even How
Doctors With Experience Will Judge A Book
By Its Cover and
Not Even Investigate
The Pages ThiS Way
Anyway HeART Felt Concern
And Wishes and Hopes that May
Be Described As Prayers From me too
We Aren’t the Kind of Folks Who Really
Have to Know
Someone
To Feel the
Anxiety and
Pain of the World Intensely too..:)
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