She had stumbled out of bed after a highly charged night of intense lucid dreams. She still felt as if she were floating and flittering about in some dreamcage. She always believed dreams were prophetic, but the scientist in her could explain it all away. Now, night after night, her dreams were more accessible and tangible and touchable. Her subconscious was teetering and impinging upon her waking steps.
She walked out of the house, and the air was thicker than usual. Her skin felt prickly. Her eyes were darting everywhere.
Then she saw it. The large birds plastered to the building, trying to fly away. They wanted to be free. She had to help them but the air was too thick. She reached up to the wall. Then, she wondered whether she was awake or not.
Categories: identity, mental health, photography, Psychology
psychologistmimi 
Oh Dear Miriam The World Looks
So Different With Colors More Subtle
Colors of Emotion That Create New Hues
in All We Do True in the Burn Out Stages of
Burn Out Hell All Frozen For 66 Months
The Air Became Thicker and Harder
to Literally Breathe
Bodily Systems
Worn Out Not Even
Able to in A Cardiovascular
And Autonomic Nervous System
Fashion Then Move Blood to my
Brain Particularly in Warm Humid
Weather Pre-Syncope of Fainting Yes
Always Close Yet Never Fully Blacking out
Just in the Precipice of Barely Being Here Then
Grey Shades Life as i No Longer Could Paint the
Clouds With Colors of Soul Just Grey SHades Life All Around
One Thing Great About Going to the Lowest And Highest Floors
of Existence With Both A Free Basement and Penthouse View out
of the Eye of the
LoVE iN Peace
Pyramid all the
Way Up At The Top
Is Appreciation For All the
Levels in the Tween And Since
Everything in the News is Political
Of Course These Days Understanding
Why Some Folks Who Are Poor too Poor
to Get the Kind of Medical Documentation i Needed
to Stay Alive in All the Ways Life Comes in the Ways of the Living Dead
That It’s True
There Are Some
Folks Who Are
Unemployed That
Truly Need Some Kind
of Assistance to Get By
Why The Hell Do Those Who Support
The Dude Who Said He Would Send Those
Changed As Sheep to Goats Who Don’t Support
The Least of All That is Still Him Integral to All of Existence
Still Them True i For One Hope They Don’t Have to Burn Forever
For Bullying the Poor and Hungry And Those of Diversity Who Don’t
Orient The Same and Perhaps More like the Little Brown Dude From Over
THere For Whoever
Whatever Whenever
The Meek and
Humble
And Poor
of SPiRiT Were Then and Now
Oh Dear Lord To Go to Hell Yes
Enough to At Least Rise Enough
Not to Exclude Anyone From the Freedom of Breathing Free…
It’s Not that Hell is Real Just the Absence of LoVE iN Peace That’s All
For the Burning
is a Self-Fulfilling
FRoZeN Prophecy of Ignoring
The Natures That Glue Us All Together Free..:)
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