It’s all been written before
It’ll be written again
There’s always been a list
Thousands, in fact
But we’ve all written that list
And, it’s flipside
We’ve tried to square away the reasons
We’ve tried to work into the list
We’ve tried to walk out from the list
The list
That list
Haunting
Biting
Rumpled
Torn
Burned
Thrown against the wall
Memorized
Memorialized
Taken to heart
Heartbreaking
Unyielding
Perhaps best forgotten
Categories: identity, mental health, Psychology, women
psychologistmimi 
*Oops Age 47
Not 4 Although my
Wife Still Calls me 2..;)
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Interesting, Toward
THE VERY END
of my ‘Work-Career’
my Boss Summarized
(Back Then in 2008,
At Age 4, In that
New Year January)
me as
“A List Maker”
Before That It Was
“Valuable Commodity”
Falling Ill And Leaving
Work Indeed Was Gonna
Leave Him (And Others) With
A Lot More To Do Back Then
As He Justified my Work-Load
With the ‘Accolade’ Of
The Good Employees
Do 90 Percent of the
Work-Load Yet He Didn’t
Say What The ‘Good
Bosses Do’ As That
Relates to Work-Load
And i Suppose in a way
i Still Do These Lists as
4.26.2022 Is A List Milestone
And Featnote Day Today Hehe…
Yep Anniversary Date of 8 Years
And 8 Months of Public Dancing
16,515 Miles And Incidentally When
i Was at Walmart Doing my Public
Dance While Performing A Quick
Actual Store Related Task for
my Wife A Young Woman
Came Up to me and
Asked, “Are You the
Guy That Dances,”
As Sure Where i am
From i’ll Probably be the
First and Last Public Dancer
As Long as this Place Remains
‘Trump Town USA’ and all the Baggage
With That Meme However the Young Woman Said
She Just Wanted to Thank me For my Dance And She
Said She and Her Friends While in School Came to Walmart
And Videotaped me And Danced in Their Spare Time With the
Videos they took of me Dancing And She Said i Helped Inspire
Them Getting Through Tough Years at School From a Distance
Just Someone Living Their Best Life Free For All Inspiring them
to Be The Best They Could Be too Yet That’s Not All For This Day
As Yes While i Am Celebrating one Subchapter of my Longest EPiC
Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” Writing A MacroVerse Titled
“Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old” Yes That Subchapter Turns
71 Months Old Today And The Other Ongoing Subchapter “FB Profile
Pic Bible” Where The Words Now Are Also included in All my Facebook
Profile Pic Description Areas in Series to the Tune of About 8 Thousand
Words Each Yes That Writing Effort of Almost 6.4 MiLLioN Words So Far
Has A 59th Month Anniversary Date Today As Well too And It’s True i’ve
Evolved Somewhat Doing Lists As i Used to Only be Able to Number them
1,2,3 And 4 And The Such Now They Just Flow Out of Practically Nowhere
i Know
of With
SMiLes
The Lists
Just Come and
Go Like Wind
Within of Free SPiRiT
SoUL WitH OPeN HeART to BREaTHE…
Now Hmm, So Many Things on the To Do
List Yet It’s Always Really only One Word
And Or Move of Dancing Singing Life Free
Now
It’s An Interesting Way Of Life Yep Inspiring
People You’ve Never Met Before in Your Life…
Like the Old Jimmy Stewart Movie, “It’s A Wonderful Life”
When We Make
Some Kind
of Difference
Leaving This World
Perhaps As One That SMiles A bit More
Yet Of Course In Many Ways We Most All Do ‘These Lists’…
Anyway i’ll Never Forget The Vibration of the Young Woman’s Appreciation…
Sooner or Later What We Give For Free Without Expectation Does Return to
Greet Us
And Meet Us
Even if It
Is Only a
Peaceful
Last Breath
That Actually
Exhales A Giving Difference in Life
After the Last Inhale of Peace Exhale of Love CarrieS ON..:)
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