The last year or so, I have stayed away from sweets. Not entirely, but I have veered towards the savory. I used to be known for having a major sweet tooth. But perhaps because the past year has been very difficult, my taste buds changed a bit. I don’t know what really would be the cause/effect here, but I know my tastes changed.
Then I had surgery, and my sweet tooth came roaring back. I ordered four different pints of ice cream, as well as snickerdoodles and chocolate chip cookies.
Then, I just had to go watch the Barbie movie. After all, I love the color pink. However, I must admit I’ve never owned a Barbie doll. I also don’t like musicals. Yet, I needed to watch Barbie at this point in time in my life, and I liked it. Surprisingly, I really liked it. It was irreverent yet had heart and sentimentality. It was filled to the brim with sarcasm. Yet, I felt pulled in. Also, I must admit I totally have a crush on Ryan Gosling.
If you didn’t like Moulin Rouge, you probably won’t like Barbie. This movie is surreal and you must be in the right headspace. In case you didn’t know, the movie is about a barbie (stereotypical) doll who travels to the real world looking to fix the Barbie world an in turn she ends up looking for meaning in life.
The thing is, we’re all on that journey. That’s what it means to be human. As for my sugar need. I think I needed to taste sweetness again.
Categories: Culture, current events, Film, food, identity





Too silly for me.
I used to make clothes for Barbies – that belonged to my little sisters.
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my Wife Loved Her Barbie Doll Yet Living in Rather Severe Poverty
Without Water and Electricity And the Other Larger Parts of First
World Problems
She Only Had One
Barbie Dear Miriam
Yet She Really Really
Loved That Barbie Doll
Yet Hell No She Wouldn’t
Go to the ‘Barbie Movie’ as i Am
Surely Interested in the Anthropological/
Social Sciences UnderPinnings of the Movie
(She Said the Barbies in the Movie Weren’t
Real Barbies And Too Much Pink For Her)
Similar to the Mouse Utopia Experiment
Orchestrated By ‘James B. Calhoun’ Back in The
60’s Named the ‘Beautiful Ones’ Where Basically
‘Ken Doll Incel Mice’ ‘Who’ Lost Interest in Defending
Their Territories When An All You Can Eat Buffet Free Was
Provided Like ‘Soma’ in the Rat Utopia That Quickly Populated
Yet Started Declining as the Males No Longer Exercised Social Roles
Losing Interest in Reproduction And Actually Spent All Day Long Just
Grooming Themselves Thereby Getting the Nickname of ‘The Beautiful Ones’
Without Any Scars Fighting for Their Territories And Reproductive Opportunities
Meanwhile The Females Paired Up And Got More Aggressive With Each Other
Reproduction Ceased
And Soon the Mouse
Society Went Extinct…
Hmm, Back in my Youth my
Father Seemed Afraid i Too might
Become a ‘Ken Doll’ So He Suggested
i Join the Military like He Did in the 50’s
to Become a ‘Real Man’ As It’s True Never Saw
Him the Rugged Law Enforcement Dude With
Fear for 46 Years Even Before He Dropped Dead he
Casually told
my Cousin
Don’t Think
i’m Gonna make
it And He Didn’t
He Always Had a Cigarette
in His Hand Driving LooKinG
Cooler Than Frigging James Bond
Just Always So at Ease Unflappable Unlike me then
Hehe Well Honestly to tell the Truth By All Empirical
Measure Dancing Solo everywhere i Go For Nearly a
Decade Now i’m Actually More Fearless in Not Worried About
What other Folks Think About me Now than He Ever Dreamed of In Life
True Fear Will Take Away All Wings of Life as i Surely Couldn’t Fly before
On Terrestrial Land Floating Then And While i Dance And Sing The Day
Away Higher and Higher he Watched NASCAR Going Round and Round
While i Spiral and Never Get Dizzy hehe And That’s Okay Selling NASCAR
Stuff Kept Him Going 11 Years into Retirement at the Flea Market as
It’s Really Important When You are on the Asperger’s Spectrum to
Have Some Kind of Special Interest to Stay Focused Dance and Song
Free for me His More Culturally related to the Deep South States of Course Hehe
Anyway What A Surprise to Find Out After He Passed Away That His Worry About
me Probably Came From Deep Within Him as my cousin Shared A Black And
White Photo of Him Most Definitely A Dark Haired Ken Doll What You Can’t
See in the Black And White Photo Are the Gulf Green Eyes That Told My Mother
When She Met Him
Whoever Was Married
to Him was the Luckiest
Barbie Ever as True she Won
Best Figure in 11th and 12 Grade
With An Other Worldly Small Waist
And Other Out of Proportion Measurements
Like A Dark Haired Barbie With Glasses too hehe
i Was an Ugly Duckling Yet It’s True Almost Four Decades
Ago And Around 74 Pounds Lighter The Women Folks
Ragged me in the Patriarchal Military Work Environment
For Being A Ken Doll Like my Father Before He Joined the
Army And Packed on 70 Pounds too hehe Never a Ken Doll Again…
Yet Still Typically the Secretaries Always Volunteered to Do his
Paperwork in the Law Enforcement World i Don’t Think He ever
Had the
Gift like
i Did of
Ugly Duckling
So Weak Looking
With Four Eyes
And All of that Too
Gifted By my Mother Hehe
Among Many Other Functional
Disabilities in Social Circles Square
Peg in those Shapes For Sure then
The Bottom Floor is A Best Place
For A Mouse to Start to Truly EVeNTUaLLY Become A ‘Real Man’…
of Empathy and Compassion For the Still Marginalized Among
US With SMiLes…
Other than That
i Didn’t Wanna do
Any Spoilers For
The Movie as Usual i
Reviewed The Wiki Cliff Notes
Complete Cheap Skate Without A Movie Ticket hehe Anyway
Besides That Dear Lord Trailers Give Most oF it ALL Away These Days..;)
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