About 6 years ago I got on a train, got off the train, and walked toward the building I was supposed to be at and I kept on walking. I couldn’t make my way inside the building. It was toxic. It’s toxicity seeped out. I had never done something like that before. Nor have I done it since. But trust me, there have been plenty of instances where I have wanted to run.
The other morning, within 30 minutes of waking up, I already knew that I should have left town. I should have gotten on a motorcycle (although I have no idea how to drive one) and hit the highway. Sometimes, you just know nothing is bound to go right. So, you should disrupt that narrative and change things in. Don’t lean into the lunacy. Step away from it, however you can.