We all have occasional odd thoughts. I still remember those opening scenes in Sex, Lies, and Videotapes where Andie McDowell’s character keeps ruminating about trash landfills. Odd thoughts can take on an earworm quality just spinning and spinning around in one’s head. I myself recently had such a momentary thought.
As I was blowing out my hair, I looked down on the bathroom floor. I was aghast. I saw so much of my hair everywhere. I walked down the hallway to the kitchen and my hair was throughout there as well. I shed. And, I shed on top of my shedded hair. I have thick curly hair. And, it gets everywhere. It’s like my previous dog. He shed everywhere and anywhere. The furballs were with us for years after his passing in odd places.
But all of that doesn’t constitute an odd thought or two. The oddity is this. I looked at the hair and laughed to myself and shook my head. No way could I physically do anything bad where I hope to not get caught. My hair would be a giveaway. A dead giveaway. I laughed some more. What a silly thing to think for a second or two. I moved on wondering what would be the next idea to pop into my head.
Categories: Fashion, Psychology, weird, women
psychologistmimi 
Shedding Hair.. ugh
Brings Back Memories
At 19 When First Love
Went away adding insult
to Injury as Hair Rebelled…
Fast Forward to age
53 and My Old
Psychiatrist as He
Offered an Epilepsy
Drug then When He
Found Out i was
Shedding 100,000
Words a Month In
Free Verse Stream
Of Consciousness
Flow Writing.. He
Assumed i had
The ‘T.S. Elliot
Disease’ and Was
Sure the Drug Would
Make My Words Cease
And Desist.. Sadly At that
Point he was Still in.. the
Dark Ages of Psychiatry
And Didn’t Realize That
Any Activity In Flow (Zen/Tao/Chi/Prana) including
Moving Meditation (Free
Dance) Achieves the Similar
Result Now as Transcranial
Magnetic Stimulation TMS
That costs 20,000 Bucks
As Most Insurance doesn’t
Cover it.. But it may Be the
Only effective Solution
To Remedy the Severest
Cases of Anxiety and
Depression for What
Achieved in Deed is
An External Stimulus
To Put The Mind In
Flow taking one out
Of NeoCortical Dominance
Of Worry and Rumination
Of Dark Thoughts/Feelings
Lighting Up the Rest of
The Mind And Voila
A Glimpse of Heaven
Within For 20,000 Bucks..
Yet he wanted to give
Me the Opportunity to
Send Heaven Away
By Muting the
Electrical Activity
Of Heaven in my
Mind… Well.. when
He Saw How Blissful
i had Become compared
To my 66 Months of
Shut-in Hell Before
Where There was
NOTHING He could
Do to Help me that
My Insurance Covered
He Determined How
Moving Meditation Effects
This Remedy in Flow and
Told me Before He Gave
Up His Private Practice
To Teach Moving Meditation
For Therapy in a Teaching
Hospital in South Florida
That i inspired Him In
Part to make that
Change In His Life…
Thank God My New
Psychiatrist was/is Cutting
Edge up with New Research
And Wrote me A Prescription For
Moving Meditation
(Free Dance) to
Continue to Regulate
My Emotions and Integrate
My Senses as YES A FREE Therapy Self-Directed that
Indeed Both Psychiatrists
And another Psychotherapist
Agreed has Remedied
The Negative aspects of
Bi-Polar and Asperger’s
Syndrome but oh my
God the Planets Would
Fall From The Stars if
They Did Not Move
In Balance as Above
So Below Heaven
Comes When We
MoVE iN Balance
Like The Rest of
Nature Namely
The Milky Way
Our Home Still
Spiraling in Balance
Around a ‘Black
Hole Sun’.. i Do
Believe There
Is A Song For
This too by
A Whole Generation
Of The 90’s Seeking
A way back to ‘Heaven’
Out of Machine Cognition
Before it Was/Is Too Late
And “Sarah Connor”
Was/Is No WHere
to Be Found to
Stop this
“Dark Fate”
Any way it’s
Nice to “Be Back”
So Far Away From Hell
Just Spiraling in Flow
In Balance as a Practice
Of Life NoW in Dance And
Song.. Native Americans
Did This too.. To stay
In ‘A Great Spirit State
Of Mind’ the Same ‘Trump
Crowd’ We Have Today
Called Them Savages
And Slaughtered them
Then For They Refused
to Wear ‘Their CulTural
Clothes of Lies’ ‘Same
Group’ that Crucified
The Real Humble
Dude ‘JeSuS’ by Story At
Least as People (Trumps)
Still Now Refuse to
Believe Heaven
Is Yes Real Now
And Achievable
Within Where No
One Will Be able
To control and
Subjugate you
With Carrots or
Sticks as You
Become ‘Bugs
Bunny’ Generating
Your own Carrots
Within as i Float
Into My Psychiatrist
Office Every 3 Months
Now Just to say
“What’s
Up Doc” giving
Him an update Now
On my Latest Research..
As i continue to
Shed Steps
And Words
Now Of Dance and
Song as a Free For All..;)
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Keep on shedding those words and steps 🙂
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Shedding More
Word And Steps
Than Snake Skin on 🔥 Fire
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My hair is almost down to my waist, so I can totally relate to finding it everywhere.
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Isn’t it something? Yikes
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