Tag: pain

The Gospel of Relief

There is a very specific, deeply spiritual moment in life that no one prepares you for. Not childbirth.Not falling in love.Not even finding a parking spot directly in front of your destination in Manhattan (which, frankly, deserves its own religion). I’m talking about that moment. The one where […]

Light Under the Door

I live in a housefull of heartbeat and voices,laughter ricocheting off walls,footsteps tapping rhythms up and down stairs. And yetthere are nightswhen the noise dissolvesand I am alonein a room packed with people. It’s strange, right?To feel invisiblewhile standing center stagein your own life. Pain has a way […]

Sitting in a Vat of Trauma

Sitting in a vat of trauma,  I soak in memories etched deep,  The echoes of a thousand cries,  Breaking through the walls of sleep. Walking in the footsteps of pain,  Each step heavier than the last,  The path is worn, the ground is hard,  By the burdens of […]

Healing is messy

Ups and downs The world is sideways Mind aches Feverish tongue Super salty tears Words jumbled Words mumbled Words unheard Words unspoken Brittle bones Brittle nails Bitter tastes Fuzzy sight Fuzzy recollections Anger Sorrow Guilt Brashness Hunger