Good morning. Hey there. Happy monday. How’s it going? The pattern. How are ya? But! How are you? Really? Who wants to know? Do you really want to know? How are you? What’s weighing you down? What’s lifting you up? What are your worries? What riddles you with […]
I am someone who can readily compartmentalize. I have neat little boxes in my head of things that are both great and bothersome that I can keep seperated from one another. It’s a great tactic and coping mechanism. It means that even if one issue resolved I tend […]
Possibilities. What a lovely word. Sometimes we are too focused on barriers, slights, and denials. But possibilities are so much more of a base to build from. It can take a bit of hard nudging to get people to hone in and believe in possibilities. But it can […]
Did the clock stop? Did the birds drop? Can I see from the top? Did my heart become a mop? Did I survive the bad crop?
The thing is, she’s dangerous. That’s what she had been told. Laughable, really. Sitting on the bathroom floor popping a xanax didn’t make her feel dangerous. Yet, there was that boom, boom, boom beat to her heart. It pounded and drove her dangerously to the edge of reality […]
In February I decided to finally go and do the invisilgn thing. I had seen so many commercials for it and I felt I had the time and funds to do it. I hate going to the dentist. I hate it. I feel crowded over and claustrophobic. I […]
This year has been an exercise in turning the sound down. Ignoring the noise. This much-needed exercise for me has been at the personal, professional, and societal level. Earlier this year, a dear friend tried to calm me down by telling me to ignore a particular person who […]
Chaos is everything these days. Everything. Everywhere. I am someone who thrives in chaos. Or I used to be. That is until I upped the ante on chaos. You tempt chaos it will and will happily be your companion. They say to choose carefully your life companions; albeit […]
Not grieving Not reeling But instead am peeling A burst of feeling Heart scaffolding teeming
I am a fairly healthy person. Except for.. well, I was going to joke and list 1000 things wrong with me. But maybe that wouldn’t be funny. To me it is. I’m an acquired taste perhaps. But, most of the time my labs come back perfectly. Except this […]