Category: death

Before the Sun Rose

Way before the sun rose,I looked out beyond the treesand the gray mist, soft and merciless,wrapped around everything.A quiet reminder that some absencesnever really leave,they just learn to settle in the cornersof our breath. I didn’t realize how much it would hurt.How much I would missthe feelings that […]

Ghosts in My Suitcase

In my dreams,I am always packing.Suitcases lined up like soldiers,zippered mouths strainingwith clothes I’ll never wearto places I never quite reach. I set out,but the road splinters into side streets,detours,barriers that flash like neon reminders:“Not today.”And so I stumble off-rampafter off-ramp,carrying too much,getting nowhere. The ghosts wait for […]

Focus Drips with Sadness

“Personal tragedy has ways of focusing us in ways other things can’t.”Congressman Joseph Morelle, NY, recently said this, and oh boy, is that ever true. Focus isn’t always a calm, zen-like, candlelit process. Sometimes it’s a zap. A kick in the gut. A cruel nudge from the universe […]

Sitting in a Vat of Trauma

Sitting in a vat of trauma,  I soak in memories etched deep,  The echoes of a thousand cries,  Breaking through the walls of sleep. Walking in the footsteps of pain,  Each step heavier than the last,  The path is worn, the ground is hard,  By the burdens of […]

Fading in the Falling Leaves

The leaves tumble down,  Another season passing, but where are you now?  Your laughter once echoed in these walls,  Now it’s just silence that answers the calls. Your favorite things—long gone, misplaced,  Like shadows of a life we can no longer trace.  The grief is here, sharp and […]